how to be? how to belong?
feels like i am almost there, almost as in all and most.
so, i have started to make a list of all and most of the guys i have fucked. it is a miracle that they are still alive, i mean almost, and it is even a bigger miracle that i am not fucked up, yet.
seems like years have passed with delayed orgasms, years have passed with remembering and forgetting the names, years have passed coming and going...
i am wiser now though. i learned to scream more and cry less.
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